He’s more than Japanese & Chinese, but he wanted to show it off until the next design.
I can’t go to sleep knowing that you’re not here physically. I miss you so much. I didn’t know i would react this way. All I can do is cry. I wanna call your phone even if I know you won’t answer. I just wanna hear the sound of your voice on your voicemail. I misss you so much! It hurts just thinking about losing you. I just wanna hold you in my arms and squeeze you so tight. I wish I could see you one last time…. Just one more time…. I just want you here with me. I can’t help but think about you. Constantly going on your facebook just to see your face. I’m so deeply hurt! I feel like someone just ripped a piece of my heart of and fed it to a group of hungry dogs. I want that piece of my heart back…. I miss you….
The world has no idea how much I miss you. I know that you’re in the heavens with the Lord, but I just can’t seem to let go. I will always think about you and will always keep you in my heart and memories. I miss you Jordan. I didn’t realize how much you’ve impact my life until you left. I regret every moment not spent with you when you asked me to. I regret every call I’ve missed and every text message i read and never got back to you. I never regretted any time I’ve ever spent with you. You were always the person I could turn to, to make me laugh and give me endless compliments. I remember you would softly pinch my chin and give me a kiss every time you could. I do regret not being with you, but it would have been harder to have lost you if we were. It’s still hard now not having you around. You’ve taught me how to live life and always rejoice with the Lord. You were such a happy person. I still can’t believe you’re gone. The Lord has taken another soldier to join his army, but I wish he didn’t take you so soon. I wish I didn’t have to feel this pain and guilt. Why must you leave us so soon…. Why… You were so close to me and yet so far. God only knows how much I miss you…. One day we will reunite once again pass the gates of heaven. For now your spirit will rise and watch upon us all. I love you Jordan….